where I know I dont deserved to have long term relationship with anyone
I ddnt mean for male friends..
cos I ddnt care about them..
I just care about my childhood friends, dip, dgree, intern, previous job..
But I know they dont ever care about me..
People growing out mature and whatsoever
I just the same
kodomo, creepy, etc..
my kind of friendship need commitment
I tot everyone enjoy talking with me..
but its a burden to be my friends..
I dont deserved friendship..
I had to learn to be alone and just treasure my friendship
without involving myself with the real person..
i deserved a memory of the friendship only
I should appreciate that
atleast I had something..